看起来和我的印象中的她没有什么不同，没有明显的苍老，唯一看得出的是她比较瘦弱了。
一直以来爸爸都看起来比她苍老，竟然就这么不知不觉地，原来妈妈今年就踏入五十岁了。
我妈妈算是属于一种，没有什么礼物是特别适合她的人，
人家说，但儿女长大得越大，父母就越难了解他们的儿女，
父母老了，反而变得很单纯，
即使偶尔会觉得他们烦，理智上还是可以理解他们的需求。
在饭馆吃饭时，我们都没什么讲话，只是有一句没一句得在搭话，
简简单单的晚餐，很快就吃完了，
以前还住在妈妈家时我有计算过，一顿晚餐的时间，
从开始吃饭一直到把盘子端进厨房为止，绝对不超过5分钟。
我又在想，谈天本来就不是我们做的东西，
家里会出现对话的情况，大概只有三种，
妈妈问我问题，而我负责回答，
她在自言自语的发牢骚，
或者是我们在吵架。
不需要很仔细观察，也可以察觉她眼眶泛着泪光，
是寂寞吗？这大概就是我们母子的共同点了，都会感到寂寞。
每次看到这样的状况，我都会想要搬回家，
在考虑到前因后果之前，我都这样想。
孩子长大了，就会离开家里吧？
我有时会怀疑自己做错了，
有时又不这么认为。
p/s:每个人对生日都有着不同的感觉，而我觉得那天是一年里面唯一一个完全属于自己的日子，一个可以让自己放肆的日子。
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Monday, July 7, 2008
Wanted
Went to watch Wanted in The garden Signature cinema today with zeron, before I watch the movie, I had heard a lot of bad comment regarding this movie claim that it is boring and not worth watching. I do what I always do, being stubborn and believed my own instinct and carry on my plan to watch the movie.
It turn out to be one of a very great movie i watch this year, ignore about all the logical expect, the movie shot a very beautiful scene, even the way Angelina Jolie die is beautiful. I personally impress with the acting skill James Andrew McAvoy who play Wesley Gibson in the movie, the way he portrait a guy with anxiety disorders is just really amazing. The only draw back in this movie is that, I rather have Wesley father Cross and Fox to stay alive, I always like to see a happy ending no matter what type of movie it is, and it will be good also if Wesley start doing naked scene from the early of the movie, I wouldn't mind to see such a cute guy running around with guy and have no shirt with him.
The day continue to another steamboat dinner with Zeron in sunway, I am so addicted to steamboat despite the fact that it is fattening. And we did something special tonight instead of head home directly after dinner, we went to sunway shopping centre to walk around to help us to digest all the fattening food that we consume.
My appetide are so good lately, I almost make myself buy half dozen of J'Co donout to eat as my supper before I sleep, but i change my mind after I notice my stomach is so big now that it is bigger than zeron already, and I still called him chubby without noticing myself are slowly turn into him. The idea frighten me, so I come off in the middle of the queue and decide not to eat donout and steamboat for a long period. It also tend to motivate me to go to gym more often than what I am doing it now. The 1st plan in my sceduale is to go to gym 7 o'clock in the morning before I go to class, and go to another Body Pump class after I finish my class.
Hope that I can stick with my plan this time, things had become so ugly lately, I mean my waist line.
p/s: Today seems to be one of the earliers day I get to bed, Wish that I can maintain this Everyday.
It turn out to be one of a very great movie i watch this year, ignore about all the logical expect, the movie shot a very beautiful scene, even the way Angelina Jolie die is beautiful. I personally impress with the acting skill James Andrew McAvoy who play Wesley Gibson in the movie, the way he portrait a guy with anxiety disorders is just really amazing. The only draw back in this movie is that, I rather have Wesley father Cross and Fox to stay alive, I always like to see a happy ending no matter what type of movie it is, and it will be good also if Wesley start doing naked scene from the early of the movie, I wouldn't mind to see such a cute guy running around with guy and have no shirt with him.
The day continue to another steamboat dinner with Zeron in sunway, I am so addicted to steamboat despite the fact that it is fattening. And we did something special tonight instead of head home directly after dinner, we went to sunway shopping centre to walk around to help us to digest all the fattening food that we consume.
My appetide are so good lately, I almost make myself buy half dozen of J'Co donout to eat as my supper before I sleep, but i change my mind after I notice my stomach is so big now that it is bigger than zeron already, and I still called him chubby without noticing myself are slowly turn into him. The idea frighten me, so I come off in the middle of the queue and decide not to eat donout and steamboat for a long period. It also tend to motivate me to go to gym more often than what I am doing it now. The 1st plan in my sceduale is to go to gym 7 o'clock in the morning before I go to class, and go to another Body Pump class after I finish my class.
Hope that I can stick with my plan this time, things had become so ugly lately, I mean my waist line.
p/s: Today seems to be one of the earliers day I get to bed, Wish that I can maintain this Everyday.
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